Hi, it's been a while isn't it? 2019? wow. I had so many draft but I didn't post it. I wonder why. How was life? That was a classic question isn't? I just want to update a little about my life currently. I'm content. I'm happy. I'm grateful for those who loves me as I am. Thank you. I love you too.

I've been so quiet about my life this past few years. Maybe because I don't know what to post here. Maybe. But Alhamdulillah, my life's been fine. I'm tired actually. At this age, I just want to avoid dramas. I keep quiet about the things that happens to me. I don't care anymore what people want to say about me. You do you. 

I have a lot of flaws. I'm not as pretty as I seems to be. I'm not as skinny as I used to be. I'm trying to embrace my flaws. That what makes me who I am. Most of the people that I met, have never made me as insecure about myself until I've known you. I drained myself out. I tried to reach your expectations until at one point that makes me realized about how important it is to make myself happy before others. There's a lot to say but I rather not. It's embarrassing for both of us. What's done is done and now I'm opening my new chapter.

My life been so productive recently. I'm much happier now. I don't want to overshare but I find this person so cute. Makes me smile and feel loved. I hope things would be as you want them to be and may Allah ease everything for you. I won't put my hopes too high but I do wish for this would be last. 

I guess that's enough update for now. Again, I just want to say that I'm content with what I have right now. Thank you for being a part of me and my life. I hope one day I can say it without hesitation that I love you. I really do.